Source: Photo of Haiti Mission Team June 14, 2013 Taken on Heartline Ministries' Purchased Land |
1 Chronicles 4:10
(ESV)
“Jabez called upon the God of Israel, saying, ‘Oh that you would bless me and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me, and that you would keep me from harm so that it might not bring me pain!’ And God granted what he asked.”
“Jabez called upon the God of Israel, saying, ‘Oh that you would bless me and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with me, and that you would keep me from harm so that it might not bring me pain!’ And God granted what he asked.”
Sometimes, I don’t think I am the sharpest tool in
the … well, you know.
There are times that I believe God has to get my
attention with repetition – a lot of repetition. Sometimes, I ask for
confirmation, especially with big decisions or important life changes. And, God
provides those confirmations. Sometimes, I continue to miss a crucial lesson or
piece of advice, so I believe God allows that message to come up over and over
… and over again. Other times, I need an inspiring life application in order to
truly live out the advice I have received from His Word. This fourth day in
Haiti brought one of those repeatable messages back into my narrow world. I
believe I should share it with you. It’s a good one!
One week before I left for Haiti, the Senior Pastor
at my church (Mecklenburg Community Church in Charlotte) gave a sermon on the
“Prayer of Jabez.” “Jabez called upon the God of Israel, saying, ‘Oh
that you would bless me and enlarge my border, and that your hand might be with
me, and that you would keep me from harm so that it might not bring me pain!’
And God granted what he asked.” It was just plain awesome. It
was a message I needed to hear, especially as I prepared my heart for travel to
Haiti. That week before I departed, my husband and I prayed for God to bless us
and expand our “area of influence” as the prayer teaches.
On day four in Haiti, our group took a break from
the work to walk to the back of the property owned by Heartline Ministries.
There, the Director showed us where the property line ended and the land just
behind it was for sale. He explained that in order to start construction on the
maternity center they would need to purchase that extra land. He and the seller
had been in negotiations for awhile. He asked if we could pray that God would
provide the finances to expand the land so that He may be glorified through the
service that the new maternity center would provide. The head of the ministry
talked about his vision for the center – the one God had placed on his heart.
He asked us to look at the barren dirt but instead see the women coming in and
out of the new center – full of hope, joy, and peace – knowing they and their
children would be well-cared for. He asked us to listen and hear the babies’
healthy cries. We did. Looking at the dirt and the scarce tree or two, I became
tearful. This country and its people have been through so much.
Source: Livesay Family Blog (Haitian Missionaries) |
While I prayed for the expansion of Heartline
Ministries’ territory, the Prayer of Jabez dropped into my heart. At once, I
appreciated the deeper meaning of the prayer. This wasn't just about praying
for more physical land. I also prayed for the women who would enter the doors
of the maternity center – for their hearts and their relationships with their
Savior – their spiritual territory. I prayed for their emotional territory. I
prayed for their families and the territory made up of their future generations. I asked God to keep His hand on this
ministry and bless it as He saw fit. “God
expand Your territory here. Bless this ministry and the land they seek. Bless
the women who will come here for care. Bless the babies – Your babies – who
will be born and cared for here. I pray for their hearts … that they come to
know You through the work done by these passionate followers of Christ. Bless
this nation – one of the poorest in the world, God. Keep them from further
harm.”
The Prayer of Jabez seeped into my heart for my own
life too. Every day for three weeks now, I have prayed for God to expand my
borders. My hope is that more people find something special in this blog. I
have asked God to expand my influence through the book I am writing, through
the talks I have yet to give, and through living life with His will at the
forefront of my desires. However, I understand that in order to make this
prayer authentic and pure, I must release my expectations of where God will
bless me. I must fully trust Him to expand my influence for His Kingdom in any
way He sees fit – not just in the areas I want to be blessed. My vision is
tunneled; His is perfect.
My prayer is that God keeps His hand on me. For, I
know with every ounce of my being that none of this is possible without Him. I pray
for His protection from evil and harm. And, I pray that I continue to be a
fragile cracked jar that allows His light to shine through – never shattering
and always giving Him the glory.
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